blogging again.

it's been forever since i've blogged. i use to blog everydayyy, and then i just got busy. but blogging helps me get things off my chest, so i decided to start again (: welpp, today was pretty much boring. i've had massive cramps ALLDAYY! so i've stayed inside and laid down. and because it was rainy and crappy outside, i didn't get to see my baby! i cannot wait until my car is fixedd, and i can't wait until i get a job because:

- everything in virginia beach cost money
- i'll need money for gas
- with my own car me and my mom won't argue
- i'll be able to see montez whenever i want too
- with money we can go places
- i can go out to eat
- buy things i really want
- not have to rely on anyone but meeee!


blahhh. things were so much easier when i had a job! but i have faith that i'll have a job soon, right!? i hope sooo.